Today was another good day. My train rides were quick and painless. The weather was nice. Bernie and Genevieve came over for dinner. We had a COOKOUT. yeah...it was fun. Then we went to Target and I spent too much money on stuff. The kids seem really happy lately. I think because I feel very calm and relaxed lately. Even able to help Bernie...to listen to his problems for a change...he is always so attentive to me. Its good to be in a space where I can actually reciprocate. I love him so much.