I've been having strange feelings lately. Its most likely hormonal. I'm suddenly hyper-sensitive about situations beyond my control. Sometimes I see things that shouldnt bother me, but they do. I feel very cautious about what and how I say things...about situations beyond my control. Stepping lightly, peeking around corners, looking for ghosts. I'm not completely certain its right to say I'm uncomfortable. Its a process. I'm so afraid of being the transitional person. I hope I have not let myself fall to far too fast. I know what I know...